-PEAK-

...You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise.... -- Maya Angelou

"I'm doing what I think I was put on this earth to do. And I'm really grateful to have something that I'm passionate about and that I think is profoundly important."

-DIVE-

26-year old lass. sagittarian. optimistic. high spirited. sincere. frank. philosophical. i believe in karma. i have a strong faith in Him. i can be very foolhardy and am a risk taker. queer friendly. i cannot cope with a very jealous and possessive partner - my independent spirit will not tolerate any restrictions of my personal freedom. i am not your typical girly girl - i am 20% boyish. my feminine ways are still evident though. but i can never be pa-tweetums. :) i enjoy the company of friends and i love to socialize but i still value solitary time. sometimes i hate planning, only because it takes away the spontaneity of things. i am self-sufficient, spontaneous and i possess a tremendous zest for life. i am a BSE English graduate and am a licensed teacher. i consider working as a nocturnal being in the call center industry the most stressful yet most memorable job i've had so far. i share an enormous amount of history with the people there. currently, i'm taking up my MA studies while working as a training consultant. i may not be teaching right now but i still get to play the role of a teacher when i am asked to explain both prosaic and fictional elements. thus, my close friends have tagged me 'Ms. Explain'. my life is played full on, which is why it's chock-full of experiences. i write better when i'm melancholic. i find writing and cooking very therapeutic. i am a chocolate monster. despite being a major coffee lover, i still get sleepy most of the time! i dig chicken isaw and i eat any chicken dish almost everyday. i can spurlge my money on good books. i am a music lover. i adore Coldplay, Plumb, Alicia Keys, Sarah McLachlan, Maroon 5, Keane, Black Eyed Peas, Death Cab for Cutie and Dishwalla. i desire to travel a lot. it would be wonderful to see the world with someone i love. cheesy, but i still believe in the L word (that's love :P). yep..that tingling sensation and everything! i will have a loving family someday. i will die as a happy and a very fulfilled woman. :) i speak my mind. get to know me through this blog.

-CONNECT-

{My Kindred}

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Jhonald
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Master Lee
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Mystique
Orange
Pao Potato
Promil Kid
Psykonurz
Salam
Skychill
Theapot
Twin Summer
War_movie_junk ie
Winterswirl

{Amigos}

Abbyduday
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Ayeza
Beybikulet
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Chill
Jet
Kux
Kux-Live Journal
Picasso Sellout
Reggaeagaingstthema chine
The Weed

{Blog Circuit}

~tin~
Adrian
Ala-ism
angelJ
aMgiNe
Ayen
Baby Wolf
boi-bitch
Berkster
Chinggay
Claire
Daniel
Dawnsky
Demented
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Fae
Flipped
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Hyannah
iPOB
Jennie
Jey
JRay
Jules
Kei
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Kitoy
Konsumisyon
L.L.
Larry
Lil China
Lilacstardust
Loraine
May
Meann
Mich
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Orbital
Rad-x
Roni_bats
Russ
Sam_the_phoenix
Sev
Soloflite
Soul Raven
Soul Seeker
Spiderman
Tessa
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Ulan
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Yaj

{Blog Continent}

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-TOUCH-

I feel you.

Leave me a line, make me feel loved by you.


-BEHOLD-

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

i guess there's no use hiding. no matter what i do or where i go, i will still be found.

so i might as well post this:

_perfectly tarnished_

that's my new cyber turf.


:::: droplets touched my face at 5:22 PM


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Sunday, March 05, 2006

i am now putting an EOL to this blog.

i'm surely gonna miss posting on this site.

Adios!

:)


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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

|| dreariness: tantrum without energy ||


despite being on sugar high, i can still:

1) fall asleep (oh my friends from AP can attest to this. kahit nasa gimikan, nakakatulog ako), and

2) feel low spirited (some people can effortless ruin your mood)


...and both happened to me yesterday.

i don't know which is worse -- starting the day with someone frustrating you or ending the day with someone hurting you.

either way, your entire day is wasted.


:::: droplets touched my face at 8:55 AM


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Thursday, January 26, 2006

|| -f-r-a-g-m-e-n-t-s- ||
ver. 5




you've gotten your big dream. now what?
-- you dream for something bigger.


>><<
i am constantly humming that strange harmony of being content with what i have and still wanting to achieve something grander.


>><<
sometimes i find the greatest comfort in the unknown and unresolved.
no answers. no definitions. no details.
just a big WHY question left hanging...


>><<
and THIS brings out the best and worst in me.


>><<
the wonderful thing about making big mistakes is making great comebacks.


>><<
women were created for a lot of things -- supressing their emotions is not one of them.


:::: droplets touched my face at 6:22 AM


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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

|| while ||


three winks
breathless

an unforeseen awakening

silently stalking
tangible yet elusive

let me drown
in this moment so pure

unyielding
resonating

let me dance
to the music only i can hear

engaging
healing

obsession to what i can hold
just for now

until i lose it again
in three winks


-- jarjar.10.04.05 --


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Monday, January 16, 2006




|| ...it was a different bug that bit me ||



i was THIS close to deleting my entire blog. i was waiting for the blog bug to bite me. and when it didn't, i thought maybe i should just say goodbye to blogging altogether.

but here i am again. :)

to everyone who's been asking, you don't have to worry -- i am doing ok great.

i have a couple of entries sitting in my draft box:
:: my birthday entry (a different kind of celebration)
:: my holiday entry (spending Christmas with him)
:: a poem (not about love)
:: a letter (to myself)

...all unfinished. and honestly, i think they will remain that way. i have no plans of finishing those entries.

a few months ago i answered a survey (taken from cher's friendster bulletin).
one of the questions was:
Are you in love at the moment?

and my answer was:
*** "in like"

now, allow me to answer the question again:

Are you in love at the moment?
*** in a heartbeat -- YES. :)




so yeah, the blog bug didn't bite me -- the love bug did.


:::: droplets touched my face at 7:09 AM


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Thursday, January 05, 2006

and the journey continues...


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may your new year's day happiness linger throughout the year.
have a spectacular 2006!


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